Some things you cannot remove from your memory...

I don't know why I even look. Most of the time I wish I hadn't...the image emblazoned into my brain. The words graphically placed on the screen in front of me that I cannot erase. It's my own fault, I shouldn't have looked. The better question is why did I look...am I that insecure -- well I guess I am. What is wrong with me...I need to get a hold of myself...I may go leaping into a bout of depression...Ugh!